Anonymous said: we all know youre a slut. No need to hide the fact that you have sex
Well duh I have a sex
cuz on my drivers license it confirms I’m a female lulz
Anonymous said: so have you banged that guy?
How many times do I have to tell you people I’ve never shot anyone before omg i’ve never even held a gun besides like those plastic toy guns because i was a rebel like that as a child
July 26th, 2014
I know you hate PDA, but you know what I don’t care lulz. Regardless if you ever see this post or not I just want to talk tonight. It’s currently 3:06AM and you left today at 6PM-ish because you took forever at the vape shop. Aha..seeing you in the vape shop is like seeing a little kid in a candy store, it’s absolutely precious. I honestly don’t know when the next time I’m going to see you is again so all the time we spent together today I savored..even though I was being a whiney little bitch every five minutes because you were too lazy to get my Midol. you little fucker omfg. I never thought I would meet a guy that’s practically like me; yet, I haven’t completely tore my walls down for you. I know, I know..that’s completely selfish of me to do that for the pass year..
Did I just say year..?
Yeah..year..it doesn’t even feel like its been a year. Everyday has been filled with laughter because of you. You laugh at my jokes and stupid puns, or you troll hardcore back and make even crazier puns. Even with our busy schedules, we always end up laughing throughout the day because of each other. So time really does fly when you’re enjoying each others company. Or at least in our case text messages and FaceTime. Unless we actually find time to see each other because that 2 hour drive is torture.
But somehow even after a year, I’m still timid and petrified to be fully naked in front of you. Now to all the perverts out there, when I say naked I don’t mean physically..I mean it in a mental and emotional sense.
All my life, I always thought, once you meet the guy you can connect with passionately you’ll be able to let him in. You’ll be able to let him see the sadness you’ve built up for so many years..without him judging. He’ll understand the pain you’ve endured. He’ll help mend your heart instead of adding salt to the wound. But no, that’s not the case. I can’t seem to bring myself to fully tear down all the obstacles. I mean don’t get me wrong, you’ve done a lot. You’ve climbed over the wall I’ve built up, but you just didn’t realize that I’m still stuck behind an entire obstacle course. I’m willing to meet you half way, if you put in just as much effort.
My future was veering in every which way until you came along. You helped me through thinking logically about what my expectations vs what reality holds. You can be ditzy at times…a quarter of the time..ok…a majority of the time..but you know what you’re doing. Contradicting right? When I make a mistake, you don’t stop me from it..you don’t even shame me for it. You simply just guide me with questions that I have to answer myself until I come to the solution. You’re patient with me regardless of how obstinate I can be. Even if you know it’s going to hurt you in the end, you still take the beating for me..to ensure my happiness. Wow. How did I ever meet a guy like you?
Honestly, whatever the future holds us, whether its as lovers, friends, or acquaintances..or maybe even strangers. I just want you to know I’m absolutely grateful to met a beautiful soul like yourself. You’re a blessing in my life and I’m honored to be with a guy like you.
Anonymous said: so how many guys have u banged o.o
Sry I never shot a gun before so I’m not a murderer
Anonymous said: how many bfs have you had? also are u a virgin :o
I like virgin pina coladas lulz
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Aww thank you, you kind and beautiful soul.